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August 29 At the crossroadsThis is where the story ends...where the year finally arrives at a stop, the moment we've all been waiting for, but deep inside, i'm dreading this moment because it would mean that a part of my life has come to an end; it also means that I have achieved something out of this past year, that I am taking a new turn to my life. I'm trying to stay put, but its damn hard to keep it up all the time, faking the smiles won't work anymore. Reality is knocking so hard at the door, and the doorknob is only for me to open, i don't feel i'm ready for it, at least not at the moment...the countdown is ticking faster, i know I have to act fast, but time isn't on my side. I'll be moving out next week, i remember the first day i moved in, everything seemed so new, so different. Over the months, the novelty has kinda faded away, nevertheless, i guess i'll still find some sort of attachment to RHUL, some memories are worth to be remembered. Looking back over the past year, i've grown up terribly (well, not physically, like i hope I would put on some weight, but im still the very same!! but i've grown in many other facets...i've learnt to live without the luxuries of life and go without all the love of my mates back home in mauritius) I have to admit though that missing them sometimes did bring tears to my eyes :( What comforted me was the very fact that i have been able to achieve what many people of my age back home could not have...and for that I am very very grateful for the many blessings and graces bestowed upon me. My holidays in June made me realise that I have so much more to live and learn here that I can bring to my motherland....I no longer have that identity crisis that I used to go through terribly...meeting people here with the same origins as I has not only uplifted my spirit, but also re-affirmed my identity and I can say that I am proud of my heritage. I used to be a closed book, I still am, but its changing gradually. My worry at the moment is to be moving out next week, which I am not f** prepared at all...sorting out my job permit, finding a decent job which I could earn so that I can independently stand on my own feet financially. All the job applications has been driving me nuts, it pisses me off when the recruiters praise me for my qualifications, but then finish off by rejecting my proposal on the basis that I'm not legally allowed to work here...just a waste of saliva! Just an email would have done the thing!! Bunch of stupids! Kind of a pathetic blogpost today, well, mood down...anyone wishing to cheer me up, it's not even worth a try... Let the narcissism live... S@b August 28 The Notting Hill CarnavalYes, i did go to the carnaval...after much thought!! :) One word to describe it all: "fantastic"!! The music was blasting loud from the parade and everyone was enjoying the dances and the pleasant atmosphere..i just wish that the weather was warmer though...it got kinda chilly by late afternoon...but apart from this fact, the rest was awesome... Some pics below:
August 20 x ping-pongever heard of extreme ping pong? no? you should defo check out this coool video...a couple of my mates are totally crazy, this is what they do for fun!!! I have to admit though, i think it's AWESOME! cheers for oli, dalan and fiona! August 14 petition to bring back the sun...!weather is crappy today...it's cold, raining and terribly windy!!! no person on earth would be in a mood to work in such a weather :P brrrrr! PS: below are a couple of pics from Ramona's housewarming party last saturday...it was great! August 09 famous for a day, only a day...This random guy came and talked to us today while in Richmond park chillin out with kara, he was with his very cute doggie, and started conversing with us :P My first reaction was OMG, out of all the people in this damn huge park, why do you want to make conversation with us!!?? :S weirdo!! Anyway, he finally left and seconds afterwards, this random girl came along with a bunch of files in her arms telling us that the whole scene was just fake and that we were acting in a video being taped :P damn! if only i knew! hahahaha! she made us sign those authorisation forms, so that they could publish the video..., whatever :P we were so surprised, i had practically no idea we were being taped...LOL! and on top of that, they had 3 cameras around us, and i didnt notice a single dodgy thing. but it was all fun at the end anyway, wish he left the cute doggie with us though :P the only reward we got was that we got picked because we were the prettiest girls in the park! or so that is what they said :P We rock! hahaha! hi5!
will send the link as soon as the video is published :)
in the meantime, let's enjoy the rest of the summer, hopefully with more nice surprises!! :D
Looking forward to ramona's house party this saturday and another blast birthday party after disso in london!
Pau, if you're reading this, you better come down here soon xxx miss ya :) August 03 missin my lovies xxxMissing my lovies so much, this song is for you....sunshine through my window, that's what you are xxx |
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