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September 16 france tripgoing to visit a couple of friends next week in France, so will be offline for a whole week!! hope everyone is doing fine and rockin :) tk care and let live, xox September 03 Memories!!!Crazy unforgettable moments with my baby!!!! Funny how things can turn out to be to cool when you're bored! hahah xx August 29 At the crossroadsThis is where the story ends...where the year finally arrives at a stop, the moment we've all been waiting for, but deep inside, i'm dreading this moment because it would mean that a part of my life has come to an end; it also means that I have achieved something out of this past year, that I am taking a new turn to my life. I'm trying to stay put, but its damn hard to keep it up all the time, faking the smiles won't work anymore. Reality is knocking so hard at the door, and the doorknob is only for me to open, i don't feel i'm ready for it, at least not at the moment...the countdown is ticking faster, i know I have to act fast, but time isn't on my side. I'll be moving out next week, i remember the first day i moved in, everything seemed so new, so different. Over the months, the novelty has kinda faded away, nevertheless, i guess i'll still find some sort of attachment to RHUL, some memories are worth to be remembered. Looking back over the past year, i've grown up terribly (well, not physically, like i hope I would put on some weight, but im still the very same!! but i've grown in many other facets...i've learnt to live without the luxuries of life and go without all the love of my mates back home in mauritius) I have to admit though that missing them sometimes did bring tears to my eyes :( What comforted me was the very fact that i have been able to achieve what many people of my age back home could not have...and for that I am very very grateful for the many blessings and graces bestowed upon me. My holidays in June made me realise that I have so much more to live and learn here that I can bring to my motherland....I no longer have that identity crisis that I used to go through terribly...meeting people here with the same origins as I has not only uplifted my spirit, but also re-affirmed my identity and I can say that I am proud of my heritage. I used to be a closed book, I still am, but its changing gradually. My worry at the moment is to be moving out next week, which I am not f** prepared at all...sorting out my job permit, finding a decent job which I could earn so that I can independently stand on my own feet financially. All the job applications has been driving me nuts, it pisses me off when the recruiters praise me for my qualifications, but then finish off by rejecting my proposal on the basis that I'm not legally allowed to work here...just a waste of saliva! Just an email would have done the thing!! Bunch of stupids! Kind of a pathetic blogpost today, well, mood down...anyone wishing to cheer me up, it's not even worth a try... Let the narcissism live... S@b August 28 The Notting Hill CarnavalYes, i did go to the carnaval...after much thought!! :) One word to describe it all: "fantastic"!! The music was blasting loud from the parade and everyone was enjoying the dances and the pleasant atmosphere..i just wish that the weather was warmer though...it got kinda chilly by late afternoon...but apart from this fact, the rest was awesome... Some pics below:
August 20 x ping-pongever heard of extreme ping pong? no? you should defo check out this coool video...a couple of my mates are totally crazy, this is what they do for fun!!! I have to admit though, i think it's AWESOME! cheers for oli, dalan and fiona! August 14 petition to bring back the sun...!weather is crappy today...it's cold, raining and terribly windy!!! no person on earth would be in a mood to work in such a weather :P brrrrr! PS: below are a couple of pics from Ramona's housewarming party last saturday...it was great! August 09 famous for a day, only a day...This random guy came and talked to us today while in Richmond park chillin out with kara, he was with his very cute doggie, and started conversing with us :P My first reaction was OMG, out of all the people in this damn huge park, why do you want to make conversation with us!!?? :S weirdo!! Anyway, he finally left and seconds afterwards, this random girl came along with a bunch of files in her arms telling us that the whole scene was just fake and that we were acting in a video being taped :P damn! if only i knew! hahahaha! she made us sign those authorisation forms, so that they could publish the video..., whatever :P we were so surprised, i had practically no idea we were being taped...LOL! and on top of that, they had 3 cameras around us, and i didnt notice a single dodgy thing. but it was all fun at the end anyway, wish he left the cute doggie with us though :P the only reward we got was that we got picked because we were the prettiest girls in the park! or so that is what they said :P We rock! hahaha! hi5!
will send the link as soon as the video is published :)
in the meantime, let's enjoy the rest of the summer, hopefully with more nice surprises!! :D
Looking forward to ramona's house party this saturday and another blast birthday party after disso in london!
Pau, if you're reading this, you better come down here soon xxx miss ya :) August 03 missin my lovies xxxMissing my lovies so much, this song is for you....sunshine through my window, that's what you are xxx July 21 congrats to the graduates!Graduation over, nearly everyone is now leaving, Ali left this morning for Karachi, and soon, everyone will also gradually be leaving either for home, or for something better than Uni which is work, or to pursue further studies...just a fact of life, innit? I'm still stuck here though, with dissertation...hehehe :P That reminds me, I better get back to reading now...duuuuhhhhh :P Sab :) PS: To every difficulty, there lies a silver lining, it's just a matter of perceiving and finding it  July 11 time's upit's late already...i should be sleeping, in order to get some rest before my flight...but i'm not sleepy...maybe another episode of heroes would do??? damn, what the heck, i'm not in the mood anyway... these holidays has been really relaxing, relieving, mind-blowing, etc.., etc... i just wish i could stay more...every good thing has an end :P this time when i'm gone, it's gonna for quite a while...i dunno when i'm gonna come back again...this is one of the reasons why i don't wanna leave. leaving would mean being far from everyone i cherish and love...my family, my baby katherine, and my mates! but one consolation i have is that if i'm not the one to come back, at least my mates are gonna come and pay me a visit! the best part of the holiday was all the laughter and jokes with all of my mates, the time spent at the beach under the sun while sipping a cocktail and watching the waves go by and feeling the see breeze, the FOOD and the car driving :P until my next post which is gonna be miles away, IM GONNA MISS YOU MAURITIUS!! To my family, will miss you terribly, time flies and i hope next time we will meet will not be as far as im expecting it to be...Love you always all the time... To my lil sis Katherine, i love you loads and loads...you are obviously going to be missed terribly...You're always gonna be in my thoughts all the time, the time we spent together was so short, but was so precious, im gonna cherish those moments in my heart forever :) Tk care Kat!! Thanks for the posts on your blog, it makes me feel special, but you are special to me as well, and nothing's gonna change that :) Love you! To my accenture mates who always read my posts! Keep it up! You guys ROCK!! I mean really really ROCK!! Will miss you big time as well!! To my little bros and sistas, votre grand "titi" vous aime terriblement!! :) I just wish that you keep the flame that lives inside your heart burning, so that you can pass the light to others... To my mates Kev, Jules, You, Sandy, Mike...you guys are the funniest people to hang out with, will definitely miss you guys also...come and see me someday, alrite??!! To everyone, I love you!! And i really DO! xxx July 06 story of a perfect day :)today was a perfect day...all what i planned didnt work out, but actually, it was better than what i had planned in my mind... first of all, it's the 6th, so my birthday!! hehe :P (FYI, i celebrate my birthday every month!!! stupid narcissist!!) hehe! for once, i woke up early, spent the morning with mum, then, got ready to go out...took Paula (really great filipina friend of mine) for lunch, we had the chance to catch up on the past year that we didn't meet each other, everything has changed, we've become more matured in our own ways, but the fact still remains that our friendship is still going strong...the best feeling is that it's always the same when we meet after the a long time...always the cheers, the screams and the kisses! hahaha!!! in the evening, had a huge dinner with my little baby...the best little sister anyone could ever ask for, my little katherine :) i'm gonna miss those crazy moments, those little chitchats sister to sister...being like a kid again and having crazy times together! LOL! but one thing reassures me is the fact that we have soooo many things in common keeps us close to each other, and that we'll still be sisters for life, even though we're miles apart :) love you for life my baby!!! :) spread the love, live the life, be what you wanna be, not what others want you to be :) xxx June 17 midnight "un- sleepiness"ever wonder why time passes so quickly when you're having such a nice time, and why time seems to drag on like eternity when you are bored...damn! right now is time for boredom...i wish I could start some work on my dissertation, but the very thought of it makes me even more bored... today was great...had a nice filipino lunch with mum's friends...played with the kids, i did feel like a kid myself :) i truthfully wish i was 5 years old, so that i could run freely and play in the fish pond like them, not fearing that my clothes would get wet, or that i would trip over and fall, or even that my heels would break :P LOL! i wish i could turn back the hands of time and be a kid again! that was soooo coool :) no worries whatsoever...just enjoying the moment... taking your responsibility to heart is what makes you an adult...maybe that's why i still do feel like a kiddo sometimes!! hehehehe...depending on the situation, of course :) well, obviously, i do take my responsibilities to heart, being a perfectionist and kind of narcissist; i hate disappointing people, but hey, im just a human being, a person with limits...so i do forget things sometimes...but i wish i didn't :| another 3 weeks left on paradise...big plans ahead...but only time will prove the worthiness of the remaining weeks. something i learnt today is enjoy the present, be a kid sometimes, take time to live the present moment, enjoy the sun, close your eyes and feel the wind on your face, let your hair down free, lie down and count the stars, enjoy creation...it will put a smile on your face :) try it! you will love it! on this word, good night :) spread the light and live the love, Sab:) June 16 home sweet homeHome sweet home...finally... Unfortunately, was sick upon my return, so i just stayed home, in bed for at least 3 days...thank God my mum was there to take care of me and spoil me with all those home cooked delicious meals which i missed so much !! :) mami mahal kita!! :) The weather is better than what i expected it to be...it's been sunny everyday during the past week...unfortunately, i haven't been out visiting all me mates yet, still coughing and not feeling too good for the moment :( Hoping everyone back at RHUL is doing fine...miss you guys! Keep in touch... Peace always, Spread the love, Sab :) June 12 La semaine en couleursThe week has gone with the wind...and im back home again....after more than 8 months...
Most of it though was just shopping here and there...on Monday, went kingston with feri and rita..unfortunately didnt get what we were looking for, i.e. shoes and dresses for the summer ball...but nevertheless we did manage to have some good fun though at the leisure centre, we danced until we had no more coins! LOL!
On tuesday, we went for dinner at Nando's...and finished off the night with shisha in the kitchen until dawn, then went outside to play frisbee and watched the sunrise in the morning...sounds like fun, innit!!!??! :P
On wednesday, went to the SU for 'old rave school'...duuhhhh, the music wasnt that perfect, but then again, everyone was having so much fun, we were all half-dead by the end of the night!!! :P
On thursday, went to London to get a few parcels from a couple of friends and then early evening, met Nad at Oxford street for a coffee...hey dude, wish you all the best and take care, yeah? You rock man!
And to finish off the week beautifully on friday, spent the whole afternoon with Kara in London. We had lunch at convent garden, and spent the remaining time hanging around on Neal street and Oxford street shopping..again!!! LOL! You have fun at Thorpe Park girl...and have a nice trip to Amsterdam and Ibiza...we'll go clubbing when i come back...you just continue being as gorgeous as you are...miss philippines :)
In the evening, we all got ready for dinner before the summer ball...It was just awesome...apart from the fact that our shoes were killing us like hell!!! :P But we did manage to survive until the morning...yipee!!! see pics :) The vengaboys were just as i remember them, not a single change...they were great :)
Now that's about it...my last week at Holloway before coming back home...it passed by like lightning, but was so memorable :) Hoping to have that much fun again upon my return....in the meantime...cheerz and spread love :)
Sab:)
June 04 D-6D-6...and still loads to complete...and on top of that, i caught this stupid flu! Maybe it's just in the air... Yesterday i had the best night in London since a very long time...thanks to the music :) Funky Buddha was awesome...i feel sorry for my poor shoes though...it had to undergo all of my jumping, twisting, tamping and whatever...! If only you could see its state :P Calling it a night....tomorrow is a new day..."shopping!!!" with the girls...new shoes, new clothes :)!! what else could i ask for :D From down low, $@b :) May 29 Me, myself and my conscience...Just like the search for the Holy Grail, my search for a stable conscience has been my plight since the past month...when the mind does not think properly...or when the heart beats in the opposite direction, i turn to my conscience, that little voice deep inside which guides me and tells me what to do. This time, the voice didn't come though...I kept listening to the wind for a sign, but nothing came...It was just me and my empty conscience... Get up princess! Lift yourself up and walk right ahead in honor and dignity...you are special and unique and nothing or no one is gonna change that...My choice is my own, acceptance is just a matter of courage and faith. Sorry for the crappy words, I only needed some encouragement to myself... Happy Holidays! Countdown to paradise: -12 days $@b May 24 One more day to freedom!Another day and a half, and freedom will be just behind the door! Been studying like crazy the past month, but that what happens when you procrastinate everything to the last minute!!! :P ahhhh, well, old high school habits don't change! :P thanks QEC!!! :P But all the knowledge i gathered during this month and the previous months was well worthwhile though...the bare necessity of passing exams isn't what i only aimed at, but mostly at learning things which will remain for years, and which will basically be the passport to my career...the working world out there is not what it seems to be, it's a world of dynamics revolving around what constitutes the search for more power and fame...to be able to prove your worth in such a chaotic mess therefore requires courage, perseverance and willingness. Those who reach the top are those who strive with sweat, giving all they have and all they are. But hey, i didn't only study the past month!!! I'm not a bookworm, nor a geek!!! hehhe :P The weather is getting warmer these past days and it's not quite like me staying far from the sun :P Founders was the perfect spot for some relaxation...heheheh!!! Today, we all spent some time out just chilling around...see pics!!!! I'm gonna give my best for my last paper...that's my last option and hopefully, i'm aiming at some good results in that paper....keeping my fingers Xssed! :P Countdown to freedom has begun! Sab :) PS: Anyone planning to get tomb raider??? pllllllllzzzzzzzzzzzzz let me know!!!!! Lara's the best!!! :P |
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